Overcoming Historical Trauma and Chronic Rage Through Five Days of Intensive Neurofeedback

This will change your life only for the better, whether it's for yourself, for everyone around you, your work - whatever it may be. Hey, I'm Tatiana Tremblay, and I live in Jackson Hole, Wyoming. I have just completed my five days here at 40 Years of Zen, and my entire body, mind, and spirit feel lighter. I feel free. I have a massive amount of rage and anger and it stemmed from a lot of historical trauma, and that is gone. I mean, it is gone. And that's insane. And now, instead of rage and anger, I have smiling happiness, the most important thing I have learned from this is... happiness is safe. I've only lived in the dark and I I know how to see the light in the dark. But I'm still suffocated by it. So, the fact that I can be out of my rage and know that it's safe to feel happy and be happy, it's such a freedom and gift that I never, ever had. have a time anxiety that's beyond anything. It totally controls me, and now it does not control me. And my fear I've lived - lived off of fear my whole life - and now I don't let it control me. I take the beauty from those gifts in a different way. They are only to move me forward in life right now. I came in and, I mean, I I was a wreck. And then the first day on ketamine I'm expecting to see darkness. I'm expecting to see even more demons. I have not been scared about this process at all. I was excited about it because I've seen darkness my whole life, I really don't get scared. and it was like most happy journey ever. It's just... life changer. It's everything right there. Just, like, took out so much.